maanantai 4. lokakuuta 2010

Her Last Story to Light



She has a Last story. She kept it inside cuz she belived Love was more then a imaginery emotion or a state of mind. For her it was a part of the dream that she wanted to see and to complite. Then something changed it all. To who is it to blame. Her Light or her self by trying to do it right that actually was wrong cuz this time wrong was really right.





She used to love & give everything she had for someone who was just using her. She gave up on her own dreams to just fill someone elses dream, and give love & care but she was used and taken as granted, altough she kept loosing herself for nothing. She was always there, to take the hand, giving hope, love & all she could. Not only she got lost, she made sacrifises that were not worth doing. She had gone wrong.



There was no turning back. A regret of caring for something that was not worth caring for. So from all that she always thougt of herself turned out she didn't know herself.


Time after time she hated herself, more & more each day. They used to say she is the sweetest girl on earth. She was admired, complimented all the time, but she didn't recognise that girl anymore.

After some time flew by. Came her Light and made everything right. Her heart was healed, her mind was in peace and life was A Living Dream. From a sleeping beauty she became The Queen. She felt real, loved & respected by her Light that never told a lie, exept the Last Story that was waiting for it's time.





For the first time in her life, she felt that love can be right. But There was something she forgot. To shine light upon her light, she tought everything is alright but she kept her love inside.
Just like Light, she had one lie. He didn't know that she used to be the best girl friend on earth. Now she only wishes she had been the good girl friend to her Light. Cuz to him everything is right. So with these words she wants to make her wrong to right, cuz this lie she kept inside and regrets every second that she let go by without a Hi, without a smile, without a hug, without a kiss, without a touch, not coming to his lecture or supriceing him as she promised and without saying "I love You" on the day she cried out of happiness in his car. And so many other times she kept these words inside, just cuz she tought her Light would turn his back or say he doesn't belive in that. She lost a dream while forgetting to be what she was supposed to be to keep the dream alive.




- The Girl